Oh God • it’s a heck of a week!
Andrea is home with Benjamin • he is “Much more cuter” everyday!.
I had to drive Claudia all the way out in the Country • in the mean time Andrea had a Flat Tire • which is not a big deal but it was kind of funny • I’m such a dump that I stopped in the wrong side of the highway so • there it was Andrea crossing back and forth in the middle of the highway! Gosh! It’ was hilarious now that I think about it!
I don’t feel so good of my stomach • it’s kind of yuck for a few days now…
And Beth had a car hack yesterday • basically lost her car! What a mess…
It’s October the witches are out there Booooo! J
And I’m here bored to death! Wishing I could be home with Benjamin! Oh dear!
I’ll get Melissa’s shower gift this week • I’m not looking forward to this party but at the same time I feel like I should try to get involved with Dan’s family. I really don’t think they care anyways… - whatever!
Tomorrow we have training for work • that should be fun and after they are treating us for lunch at BRAVOS • not looking forward to again!
This weather is killing me • all I want to do is to eat and sleep! Blaaaah! • I should be excited about going to Brazil but I’m not! I think Dan is going to give a hard time • I can feel it • he has being so mad lately! Everything I do pist him off all the time! • I think is very tired. Still • I’m tired too!
Good news? The dears are out • they are so cute! The trees are beautiful and it’s a nice cold day • Good for hot chocolate or soup…
Or chili! Hmmm • I’m gonna go get some….
It was good - it was bad
My Party was a lot of fun - there's another one coming up next Sunday - it was good
The Bengals lost - it was bad
We'll be leaving in less then a month - this is good
Claudia will be here by herself - this is bad
It's getting dark so fast now - it scares me to be here by myself when it's dark - Hoping that the SPA will call me soon - I'm so ready for a change and this job will be a goo start.
Dan was a very good help this past weekend - I can't complain! Melissa and Rufino spent the nite and I CALLED - yes people - I CALLED Frances to watch Benjamin for me! She did! It was pretty cool! I asked her "Could you come to watch him for me between 12 and 2?" She came at 12 and left at 10 PM - But still was really good! =)
Can't wait until Tati moves here - that should be fun!
Thursday I'm counting on Andrea - Friday on Daniela - Saturday on Frances - Sunday on Mara *** I NEED A BABY SITTER! =oP - No! I need to be home with my son! That's it!
We went grocerie yesterday and also got Mike's Birthday gifft yesterday - I hope he likes it.
I still haven't being shopped - I think they don't care about me anyways...
The Bengals lost - it was bad
We'll be leaving in less then a month - this is good
Claudia will be here by herself - this is bad
It's getting dark so fast now - it scares me to be here by myself when it's dark - Hoping that the SPA will call me soon - I'm so ready for a change and this job will be a goo start.
Dan was a very good help this past weekend - I can't complain! Melissa and Rufino spent the nite and I CALLED - yes people - I CALLED Frances to watch Benjamin for me! She did! It was pretty cool! I asked her "Could you come to watch him for me between 12 and 2?" She came at 12 and left at 10 PM - But still was really good! =)
Can't wait until Tati moves here - that should be fun!
Thursday I'm counting on Andrea - Friday on Daniela - Saturday on Frances - Sunday on Mara *** I NEED A BABY SITTER! =oP - No! I need to be home with my son! That's it!
We went grocerie yesterday and also got Mike's Birthday gifft yesterday - I hope he likes it.
I still haven't being shopped - I think they don't care about me anyways...
WOW - HAHAHA - WOW
HAHAHA FACS got evacuated because someone smashed CEREAL!!!! and droped about 5 bags around the building! That's what happens when you hire a bunch of kids! The good part of it is that Dan got to be home around 3 Pm – We loved it!
I went to the Doc - she was talking about me having something like MS - it kind o scared me! I’m having a MRI done and some other tests done this week. Anyways - Let's see, let's pray!
All I wish is to see my son grow up – be there for him – teach him, all thou I’m not very good at teaching hehehe..
Nobody taught Benji how to - but now when he gets mad he just trough himself back - with all his straights and MAD! Or if he is playing with a toy s and gets frustrated he just shake his legs like - MAD! It’s so funny - at the same time - its sooo bad! He needs to learn how to behave! And I’m so bad at this… I like to let him do whatever he wants to =oP
Benjamin in the other hand is such a good WOW! He's defenely growing fast - he is now sitting by himself! Like sitting down – not crying anymore - he just starts to bend down very very slow and tries to touch the floor… it’s so cute!
Today at the grocery store there’s this other mom with her (probably same age as Benji) baby, every aisle Benji smile at the baby – and was always looking forward to going to the next aisle to see the baby again! It was soo cool to see how smart he is! He was like – almost like breaking his neck to see the baby! He loves kids! We need cousins (not siblings) hehe Benji’s cousins are all so far away, they aren’t part of our lives – it’s SAD!
Oh, now I'll go to sleep - so tired! Just waist 1 hour of my life - TV!
I went to the Doc - she was talking about me having something like MS - it kind o scared me! I’m having a MRI done and some other tests done this week. Anyways - Let's see, let's pray!
All I wish is to see my son grow up – be there for him – teach him, all thou I’m not very good at teaching hehehe..
Nobody taught Benji how to - but now when he gets mad he just trough himself back - with all his straights and MAD! Or if he is playing with a toy s and gets frustrated he just shake his legs like - MAD! It’s so funny - at the same time - its sooo bad! He needs to learn how to behave! And I’m so bad at this… I like to let him do whatever he wants to =oP
Benjamin in the other hand is such a good WOW! He's defenely growing fast - he is now sitting by himself! Like sitting down – not crying anymore - he just starts to bend down very very slow and tries to touch the floor… it’s so cute!
Today at the grocery store there’s this other mom with her (probably same age as Benji) baby, every aisle Benji smile at the baby – and was always looking forward to going to the next aisle to see the baby again! It was soo cool to see how smart he is! He was like – almost like breaking his neck to see the baby! He loves kids! We need cousins (not siblings) hehe Benji’s cousins are all so far away, they aren’t part of our lives – it’s SAD!
Oh, now I'll go to sleep - so tired! Just waist 1 hour of my life - TV!
Poop all over the place!
I’m writing in BROWN to celebrate!
5 - only 5 minutes w/out diaper and Benjamin pooped all over the place!
It was soo much and so smelly!
5 - only 5 minutes w/out diaper and Benjamin pooped all over the place!
It was soo much and so smelly!
Skyline, children's day, Benjamin, massage, nice time with Dan...
I need to thank God – I needed money – He provided me more hours at work – even thou it sucks to be here with NOTHING to do I better be here then in some other job! I think my “Mystery Shopper” will come today!
Just found out that Steph is going to the Sales Training – good for her – Brave girl!
Yesterday was my day office, I had a nice massage… =)
We saw Daniela and the kids – it was such a nice time! We celebrated “Children’s Day” (in Brazil) at Skyline.
So cute, Benjamin was sitting in the high chair and grabbed a cracker that felt out of my plate and ate it!
Then later last night Dan and I laugh so hard at Frances’s costs… She left a message on our phone like she saw us everyday and was our “best friend”, maybe because she is at Lilly’s house she wants to impress someone, Lilly or Elan, or maybe who knows she really misses us AHAHAHAH
“Hello Dan and Lilian and Everyone else – It’s Frances and I’m calling because I miss you so much! I’m ok, I made safe here, everyone here is ok – I hope everything is ok with you there and give my "pumpkin” (hahaha) Benjamin a kiss from Grandma, miss you, love you!”
Sorry…
Anyways – I think it’s so stupid to write this blog but it’s one of the few web sites I can log in from work – so I guess it’s ok to spend my time doing this… It’s completely dead here today - there’s not even a FLY to play with me.
Actually – someone just walked in – I’ll be back!
Just found out that Steph is going to the Sales Training – good for her – Brave girl!
Yesterday was my day office, I had a nice massage… =)
We saw Daniela and the kids – it was such a nice time! We celebrated “Children’s Day” (in Brazil) at Skyline.
So cute, Benjamin was sitting in the high chair and grabbed a cracker that felt out of my plate and ate it!
Then later last night Dan and I laugh so hard at Frances’s costs… She left a message on our phone like she saw us everyday and was our “best friend”, maybe because she is at Lilly’s house she wants to impress someone, Lilly or Elan, or maybe who knows she really misses us AHAHAHAH
“Hello Dan and Lilian and Everyone else – It’s Frances and I’m calling because I miss you so much! I’m ok, I made safe here, everyone here is ok – I hope everything is ok with you there and give my "pumpkin” (hahaha) Benjamin a kiss from Grandma, miss you, love you!”
Sorry…
Anyways – I think it’s so stupid to write this blog but it’s one of the few web sites I can log in from work – so I guess it’s ok to spend my time doing this… It’s completely dead here today - there’s not even a FLY to play with me.
Actually – someone just walked in – I’ll be back!
It’s being a few days since I stopped here…
Benjamin’s got a HUGE tooth in the top of his month! It’s looking so cute – Pictures to come…
We had a awesome morning - he was making faces and wanted to cuddle - Oh… he melts my heart!
We took him to the Renascence Festival yesterday – it was so cold!
Saturday we went to church and it was really nice – I had a blast – it’s being a long time since I had such a nice time. Maybe the fact that there’s no “cloud” around everyone anymore it turns out to be quite a fun time!
Melissa and Rufino came over yesterday and that was nice too – I hope they had a good time because we did! =)
Frances went to visit Lilly – hopefully they will get their stuff resolved, I may be wrong but I think they weren’t talk for a while.
I’m starting with all my projects for x-mas and stuff – Just found out that one of the girls here at work got fired so I’ll have more hours what’s good because we need the money bad– HOWEVER I have so many things to take care of! Feels like I’m going to have a hard time getting all taking care of!
Anyways… The Bengals lost yesterday – it was close but they were loosing bad most during the game =oP
-No comments! * Let me get back to work!
Benjamin’s got a HUGE tooth in the top of his month! It’s looking so cute – Pictures to come…
We had a awesome morning - he was making faces and wanted to cuddle - Oh… he melts my heart!
We took him to the Renascence Festival yesterday – it was so cold!
Saturday we went to church and it was really nice – I had a blast – it’s being a long time since I had such a nice time. Maybe the fact that there’s no “cloud” around everyone anymore it turns out to be quite a fun time!
Melissa and Rufino came over yesterday and that was nice too – I hope they had a good time because we did! =)
Frances went to visit Lilly – hopefully they will get their stuff resolved, I may be wrong but I think they weren’t talk for a while.
I’m starting with all my projects for x-mas and stuff – Just found out that one of the girls here at work got fired so I’ll have more hours what’s good because we need the money bad– HOWEVER I have so many things to take care of! Feels like I’m going to have a hard time getting all taking care of!
Anyways… The Bengals lost yesterday – it was close but they were loosing bad most during the game =oP
-No comments! * Let me get back to work!
Oh Sweet loves o' mine!
He's got a smile that it seems to me, reminds me of childhood memories where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see his face, He takes me away to that special place and if I'd stare too long I'd probably break down and cry
He's got eyes of the bluest skies As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain
His hair reminds me of a warm safe place where as a child I'd hide
and pray for the thunder and the rain to quietly pass me by!
Oh, Sweet child o' mine, Oh Sweet love o' mine!
Now and then when I see his face, He takes me away to that special place and if I'd stare too long I'd probably break down and cry
He's got eyes of the bluest skies As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain
His hair reminds me of a warm safe place where as a child I'd hide
and pray for the thunder and the rain to quietly pass me by!
Oh, Sweet child o' mine, Oh Sweet love o' mine!
What a week!
Thank God is almost over - Benjamin and Dan sick - Dan and I not talking!
We were all going thru a hard time! I'm so happy we are over this! Yesterday was a glorious day when everything got back in track almost by itself! It was amazing and sooo relaxing! I hope we get to have a nice weekend after this!
The Bengals play in Sunday and they are doing so good... I hope they keep up with the good work!
The renascence festival is going on too- and that's always fun (to me) expensive thou... Maybe I’ll take Claudia since she never being there. I’ll tell Mara too (We are talking again • she apologized, I did too)
Benjamin - yesterday held his bottle all by himself! Like we say in Portuguese "When the water touches your Butt you’ll get up!" He was hungry - no one was there... He did it!
He is doing so well - I can believe how blessed we are with this child! He is all about touching… I think he likes the feeling of his hands touching someone else’s skin! It’s so nice to receive his love. Beautiful boy • that I have so much love for.
I want for the three of us to have so much fun • to have a fun life! What matter the material things you have? Guess what? A Hurricane, a tornado… whatever can take EVERYTHING you have in one second! But not the love you have for people. I want to enjoy every second of my marriage, every second of my son. I love my dear guys so much!
I need to tell Dan about this Blog • I always forget! I’ll e-mail him.
I think the lap top will make our lives easier • as well not having a second TV (Dan broke it yesterday • as well our wall)
Weight Management? Whatever • One day I’ll take care of that! I think I may be pregnant again (witch it doesn’t mean BABY right the way • because I have the “bad” history) but somewhat concerns me… we’ll know in about a week! It really feels like because I being feeling so horny lately each happened during Benjamin’s pregnancy. All thou every time I look at Dan I want it anyways…It may be so critical because we haven’t talk for a couple days… What ever God wants • it’s fine! 2, 3 10 Kids • As long as He gives me wisdom to raise them by His word.
Went to the Dr today • working on my machine!
Note: Dan
I love you,
Lica
Song: “How does it feel???... How does it feel??? To be on your own • with no direction home”
Action: ZZZZZZZ
We were all going thru a hard time! I'm so happy we are over this! Yesterday was a glorious day when everything got back in track almost by itself! It was amazing and sooo relaxing! I hope we get to have a nice weekend after this!
The Bengals play in Sunday and they are doing so good... I hope they keep up with the good work!
The renascence festival is going on too- and that's always fun (to me) expensive thou... Maybe I’ll take Claudia since she never being there. I’ll tell Mara too (We are talking again • she apologized, I did too)
Benjamin - yesterday held his bottle all by himself! Like we say in Portuguese "When the water touches your Butt you’ll get up!" He was hungry - no one was there... He did it!
He is doing so well - I can believe how blessed we are with this child! He is all about touching… I think he likes the feeling of his hands touching someone else’s skin! It’s so nice to receive his love. Beautiful boy • that I have so much love for.
I want for the three of us to have so much fun • to have a fun life! What matter the material things you have? Guess what? A Hurricane, a tornado… whatever can take EVERYTHING you have in one second! But not the love you have for people. I want to enjoy every second of my marriage, every second of my son. I love my dear guys so much!
I need to tell Dan about this Blog • I always forget! I’ll e-mail him.
I think the lap top will make our lives easier • as well not having a second TV (Dan broke it yesterday • as well our wall)
Weight Management? Whatever • One day I’ll take care of that! I think I may be pregnant again (witch it doesn’t mean BABY right the way • because I have the “bad” history) but somewhat concerns me… we’ll know in about a week! It really feels like because I being feeling so horny lately each happened during Benjamin’s pregnancy. All thou every time I look at Dan I want it anyways…It may be so critical because we haven’t talk for a couple days… What ever God wants • it’s fine! 2, 3 10 Kids • As long as He gives me wisdom to raise them by His word.
Went to the Dr today • working on my machine!
Note: Dan
I love you,
Lica
Song: “How does it feel???... How does it feel??? To be on your own • with no direction home”
Action: ZZZZZZZ
Domingao!
I cannot believe how smart Benjamin is - I think it's just a "mom" thing.
I can't get over how much is has grown!
Now he's taking out the circles on his toys - he can't put it back yet but still... that huge! (For me!)
I can tell in a blink of an eye we'll be 20 and I'll be old! =oP
My weight? No comments! =oP
Anyways – Some people are coming over today to watch the game – I haven’t clean the house or anything… I’m so bit up!
Benjamin has his first cold and can’t sleep well – it’s being 4 days now! I feel so bad for him, it’s so sad; his little nose has a rash! (It that how you spell rash?! Oh well!)
Claudia is camping (again) and I’m happy she is – it’s her only fun time!
I got to go - Benji is up!
I can't get over how much is has grown!
Now he's taking out the circles on his toys - he can't put it back yet but still... that huge! (For me!)
I can tell in a blink of an eye we'll be 20 and I'll be old! =oP
My weight? No comments! =oP
Anyways – Some people are coming over today to watch the game – I haven’t clean the house or anything… I’m so bit up!
Benjamin has his first cold and can’t sleep well – it’s being 4 days now! I feel so bad for him, it’s so sad; his little nose has a rash! (It that how you spell rash?! Oh well!)
Claudia is camping (again) and I’m happy she is – it’s her only fun time!
I got to go - Benji is up!
Benjamin is cute!! what about me?? Hmmm not so sure!
Benjamin is the cutest! *Now he eats like an adult – chewing, chewing… almost never chokes anymore.
He hold things really good – crawling of course is not a problem! Standing up w/ any kind of support! But last night for the first time he sat down by himself!
I think he’s saying “Dada” now too – I’m not sure, can’t imagine such a little guy talking – but twice after Dan left the room he screams “DADAAAA” – And MAD! It’s too cute! =)
And as of 8/30 he has a girlfriend - Ava - He was so gentle and delicate with her - So cool!
He brings so much happiness to my life! Ohh yea! My life… talking about it!
Besides using this blog to register Benjamin's development also want to keep track of my weight loss journey! (Yes, I’ll call a journey – It won’t be easy!)
I decided that I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and DO something about it!
I'm always blaming in USA - "AMERICA MAKES YOU FAT” All thou I do believe that I changed a lots after I moved here –
Here’s our life:
1. Winter is like ½ of the time – So you sit down in front of the TV to watch sports OR whatever show we can’t miss an episode! (Survivor is on at this time). Eat, eat and eat – that’s the fun we have!
2. Summer – ice cream, ice cream, ice cream – Cookout, cookout, cookout – Eat, eat and eat again! All summer long! Dan fix my plates like he does his and guess what? I eat it all!
“Eating and drinking and hoping and sleeping… Eating and drinking – and after you do – You will be Faaaat, you’ll be faaaaat” Do you like my version??? Haha
3. Fun – Friends. I miss my real friends from Brazil! They were so cool; we always had so much fun! Here, most of my so called friends are Dan’s friends – they barely know my name. Our family – we barely see. And the few friends I have, either are single woman – so they don’t want to hang out with Dan and I; or they are way older then us – so is boring! =oP
4. In many ways you cannot be kind of people – you can be “loving” – I used to consider myself very caring and loving – always concerned about my family/friends and about anyone around me…But here, in USA anything you do is “Sexual harassment” – or you are a SLUT! So – I was tired to be “misunderstood” by everyone that really didn’t know me. And I believe that this was the first change I done to mess up myself! To make me the bitter person I’m today!
In Brazil we are all about hugs and kisses – touch has healing power!! I love to care, kiss & to hug! You can never do this here!
Now - it doesn’t matter what people will say – I just hope Dan will support my “change” – or my “back to normal” change. I’ll love, kiss & hug, (Maybe a little less touching then the Brazilian way- witch is not a sexual thing, at all) – I’ll do as a loving and caring person I KNOW I’AM! It may sound crazy – but maybe I’m crazy!
Anyways – Besides wanting to love others again, and loose my bitterness I also want to loose weight – as I mentioned like 10 sentences ago - Today I’m 190 pounds! (How depressing) I mean HOW Encouraging! I’ll get there! 154 #s – that’s my goal! I done YMCA CSC for 30 minutes last Tuesday – Tomorrow I’m going again. I’m so sore! =) It’s kind of funny hehe! I’ll do it – You’ll see!
A couple things came to my mind:
“I’ll get by, I’ll survive…!” – GD
“I can do everything through him who gives me strength.” – (Amen) Philippians 4:13
He hold things really good – crawling of course is not a problem! Standing up w/ any kind of support! But last night for the first time he sat down by himself!
I think he’s saying “Dada” now too – I’m not sure, can’t imagine such a little guy talking – but twice after Dan left the room he screams “DADAAAA” – And MAD! It’s too cute! =)
And as of 8/30 he has a girlfriend - Ava - He was so gentle and delicate with her - So cool!
He brings so much happiness to my life! Ohh yea! My life… talking about it!
Besides using this blog to register Benjamin's development also want to keep track of my weight loss journey! (Yes, I’ll call a journey – It won’t be easy!)
I decided that I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and DO something about it!
I'm always blaming in USA - "AMERICA MAKES YOU FAT” All thou I do believe that I changed a lots after I moved here –
Here’s our life:
1. Winter is like ½ of the time – So you sit down in front of the TV to watch sports OR whatever show we can’t miss an episode! (Survivor is on at this time). Eat, eat and eat – that’s the fun we have!
2. Summer – ice cream, ice cream, ice cream – Cookout, cookout, cookout – Eat, eat and eat again! All summer long! Dan fix my plates like he does his and guess what? I eat it all!
“Eating and drinking and hoping and sleeping… Eating and drinking – and after you do – You will be Faaaat, you’ll be faaaaat” Do you like my version??? Haha
3. Fun – Friends. I miss my real friends from Brazil! They were so cool; we always had so much fun! Here, most of my so called friends are Dan’s friends – they barely know my name. Our family – we barely see. And the few friends I have, either are single woman – so they don’t want to hang out with Dan and I; or they are way older then us – so is boring! =oP
4. In many ways you cannot be kind of people – you can be “loving” – I used to consider myself very caring and loving – always concerned about my family/friends and about anyone around me…But here, in USA anything you do is “Sexual harassment” – or you are a SLUT! So – I was tired to be “misunderstood” by everyone that really didn’t know me. And I believe that this was the first change I done to mess up myself! To make me the bitter person I’m today!
In Brazil we are all about hugs and kisses – touch has healing power!! I love to care, kiss & to hug! You can never do this here!
Now - it doesn’t matter what people will say – I just hope Dan will support my “change” – or my “back to normal” change. I’ll love, kiss & hug, (Maybe a little less touching then the Brazilian way- witch is not a sexual thing, at all) – I’ll do as a loving and caring person I KNOW I’AM! It may sound crazy – but maybe I’m crazy!
Anyways – Besides wanting to love others again, and loose my bitterness I also want to loose weight – as I mentioned like 10 sentences ago - Today I’m 190 pounds! (How depressing) I mean HOW Encouraging! I’ll get there! 154 #s – that’s my goal! I done YMCA CSC for 30 minutes last Tuesday – Tomorrow I’m going again. I’m so sore! =) It’s kind of funny hehe! I’ll do it – You’ll see!
A couple things came to my mind:
“I’ll get by, I’ll survive…!” – GD
“I can do everything through him who gives me strength.” – (Amen) Philippians 4:13
Everyday is something new! - It’s NOT all about me!
I think a blog will be a good way to keep track of Benjamin’s development! Everyday is something new!
As well with me Lica - my home - my family - my business and everything to do with me!
Dan’s NY stuff is over - Sometime in September will be 3 years that I being praying DAILY for this blessing! Thank you Jesus! =)
Benjamin, Mama loves you very much! ~He’s having the hardest time to sit down - he can get up anywhere then he cries….
I need to work with having more patient and wisdom to care for him and his needs!
Working on that!
As well with me Lica - my home - my family - my business and everything to do with me!
Dan’s NY stuff is over - Sometime in September will be 3 years that I being praying DAILY for this blessing! Thank you Jesus! =)
Benjamin, Mama loves you very much! ~He’s having the hardest time to sit down - he can get up anywhere then he cries….
I need to work with having more patient and wisdom to care for him and his needs!
Working on that!
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